I don't care what people say about me.
It's never really been a problem, I am who I am and that's it.
Everyone has excepted me as I was forever. but now that I'm in high school, people look at me differently.
I was walking with my friend today. It's finally warm out so I was wearing a tube top and shorts. I always feel sexy in the summer cause I'm showing my legs :P
We were crossing the street and a car pulls up the guy in the passenger side leans over and yells out the window "Go put a shirt on Tubby".
I looked at him and he's a guy that go's to my school.
They drove off laughing.
They directed it at me. My friend is GORGEOUS and TINY.
They say "Sticks and Stones can break my bones but Words will never hurt me"... SUCH A LIE. Words will always hurt. I know I'm not super skinny but I'm attractive in other ways. It just hurts that its not just my family that thinks that, its the rest of the world too. Or maybe its just the rest of my high school.
My school is pretty much 65% white 30% Asian and 5% other.
Everyone thinks girls are supposed to look a certain way. Skinny, Big boob's, Blond Hair, Blue eyes, and Tanned.
I'm Not Like That. I will NEVER be like that and I'm OKAY WITH THAT!
I know I'm not pin up model gorgeous but I'm Gorgeous in other ways like:
- I will always be myself
- I speak whats on my mind
- I have a love for life
- I'm SUCH a three year old, I'm amused by the SMALLEST things :P
- I love simple things
- I'm okay with being myself
Words Hurt. But at least I know I'll always be myself no matter what.
IF YOU DON'T LIKE ME FOR WHAT I LOOK LIKE YOU CAN GO FUCK A GOAT
I WONT CHANGE TO BE YOUR VERSION OF BEAUTIFUL.
"Sticks and Stones may break my Bones, And your crule words will always make me stonger" : )
TTFN
Tinkerbell <3
I don't wanna fuck a goat.
ReplyDeleteI wanna fuck you.
Your gorgeous babe, always have been. always will be.
Your a real girl, and maybe people have to actually open their eyes to see it. But I sure do.
Your real, and a real beauty at that.
No, your not a model in the totally pathetic hollywood meaning of the word...
But honestly, if you throw a stick/stone at one of those twigs... won't they break?
(L) Love you always
Thanks loveyy <3
ReplyDeletethings haven't changed much since I was in high school....blonde, big boobs, skinny and tanned. And I think it was something about pale pink lipstick. Funny thing is....when you grow up to be my age, most of the biggest pornstars look exactly like that. HAHAHA! So good luck to any of the Barbies in high school, they've got lots to look forward to.
ReplyDeleteIn this day and age, so much is possible with a little assistance. We got heels, coloured contacts, hair dye, tummy tucker undwear...(also called granny gitch!)....whatever you don't like about yourself, there is probably a simple solution that'll make you feel better.
I think when I like someone, I never notice what is possibly wrong with them.....I think about how great they are as a person.....
You are a great writer, btw....