3 weeks

HI
SO ITS BEEN THREE WEEKS
AND HE ASKED ME OUT! YAYAYAY!!!
we're going out soon, cause I've been busy for the past 2 weekends (i feel so bad about ditching him every weekend :S)
anyway were both so awkward i don't know how it will work. I already know everything about him, i don't know if i can talk to him like a normal human being.
WHY AM I SO SCARED TO BE MYSELF?
he already knows everything about me, and its FREAKING ME OUT!!
I'm trying my best not to talk myself out of being with him, but its really hard.
I'm not good at being in a relationship .. or being single.
Yah i can see my future now, cat lady with krisi.
summer's coming soon, and he's away for July and then his french kid is coming to stay with him for half of the exchange program.
I don't know how this is going to work... fuckkkkkkk :(

wish me luck (ima need all of it to keep myself somewhat sain)

TTFN
Tinkerbell <3